Join you

I tried to join you

I tried to stoop to your level

But the only one who could make it was the devil

I tried to act like no one even mattered

Because my heart was always shattered

I love you where you are

I just keep you not near by far

The only place I thrive

Is being alive

And staying in my lane

I could never join you I’d have to be insane

Its not in my blood

To be what I couldn’t dream of

I’m not going to join you

You’re not the only you

I’m not part of the crew